They buried me alive……. By Miss Carey Baby

I want the grave to let me go!

They’re trying to kill my family and destroy everything we built. You are a God of the living that’s why Jesus rose after 3 days (RESURRECTION POWER)…..

I’ve been in this grave (Pain, Brokenness, Worry, Sickness, Divorce, Failure, Poverty and Hardships) for too long. I want out, I want to be delivered nothing is impossible for you. I don’t know life anymore. I am stuck, got too comfortable that I even say (I find pleasure in pain)…….

Every battle(hardships, and situation), takes me back to the grave, with my own strength I got tired and found comfort in my grave and that was a mistake I made because it allowed them to throw all harsh things at me, they saw that I am too comfortable in that dark hole, which led them to pour even more – more sand and cover with stones on top of me cause they wanted me to believe that my life is over and I have nothing to live for, but I say it stops today pull me out God, wash me, fall fresh in my life oh God. You said “I knew you before you were even formed in your mother’s womb”, I am not what they say I am, they can take it all from me, strip me naked, but they can never take

You away from me. Father they have been against me for too long and I remembered that Greater is He who is in me than the one in the world, that if you are with me who can be against me. Thank You for the resurrection power, I am alive, the things that can stay in the grave are the pains, hardships, depression, anger, negativity, poverty, divorce and sickness – that can be buried but I am rising up, I am yours, have your way in me!

THEY BURRIED ME NOT KNOWING I WAS A SEED….

When they saw me going through pain and in that dark hole they laughed not knowing that a seed survives in a dark hole- it goes under the soil before it can emerge above the ground- they got it all wrong they thought I’d suffocate and die but instead being in that dark moment reminded me of who I am and I had to be myself and grow bigger and rise up as a different being. They thought I would die in my dark days but like a seed I was developing, they watered me daily with their hatred, insults and made me to grow even stronger, little did they know that they were preparing me to stand firm and never allow situations to knock me down.

I was a seed when they buried me, now I grew up as a tree- they couldn’t recognize me anymore when I was above the ground cause to them they never thought that the seed they buried will actually grow to this big tree they see today. (People always wish bad on you, destroy you with pain to cause you to give up on yourself and dreams thinking that they won when they see you stuck, but when you dust yourself up and become something bigger and follow your dreams – they forget all the bad they wished you when they see you rising up and forget all the bad words they said to you- they said you are a failure now that you are winning they don’t even recognize you anymore – they say no it can’t be that person we are sure we destroyed them but no you rise up!).

I look at them, I smile when they come to the tree to get good fruits, now they water the tree, takes care of it not knowing or forgotten rather that it was the seed they buried. I am no longer what I was when they buried me alive, I came out stronger than what I was- I was easy to kill then but now I am too strong that they don’t even recognize me anymore and now they want help from me. They thought I was going to give up on my dreams and believe that my life is over but instead they taught me to survive when I am alone, they helped prepared me for other situations to come, they showed and reminded me that in this world you are on your own, that helped me realize that I am a survivor and actually stronger the moment I saw the light.

I was in a season of pain but joy comes in the morning, just like seasons of the years come and go- I got to realize that I too will get in the season of good time…. They buried me not knowing I was a seed- remember even seeds needs to adapt to certain conditions before they even grow, so when I was down they thought I was dead but I was waiting for the right moment to, trying to adapt and adjust to the new situation so that I rise up and grow bigger and better. Today I am a tree- they don’t even recognize me and I am like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruits in season and whose leaf does not wither- whatever I do prospers(Psalms 1:3).

Surely Goodness and Mercy will follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever and ever amen.

We are in the Porters hands, God will mold us, elevate us and put us exactly where He wants us to be. You are never alone- J=He is with you…. Remember the righteous may fall 7 times but they will rise again…… (Proverbs 24:16-18)